Thursday, July 30, 2009

swimming lessons

Ellie ~


Tomorrow is the last day of swimming lessons for the kids. The 4 older ones were in formal lessons while Wesley, Sadie and I puddled around in the kiddie pool for the week. We made a HUGE bucket of cookie dough for the fridge so that we could make fresh cookies each night for snacks after lessons. I'm thinking of signing up for another week as it was such a success. Keep your eye on your cookie Robin!!!
After lessons today, Robin found Sadie in the baby pool and got a huge welcome.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

In university, one night, the girls in the "North Upper" dorm decided to each write out on an index card, a verse from the Bible that meant something to us and then exchange them with each other. The dorm's Resident Assistant drew my name to give her card to. Her verse was 2 Corinthians 4:16-18. Not sure why some little scraps of notes survive the years and others don't but this one has. It was tucked away with other poetry i had taped all over the walls of my room and had saved when i went home from Trinity for the last time. Now it sits on my desk by my phone. I find that the words are starting to mean more to me as time goes on. With Sadie's strange illness and the frustration, confusion and worry that seem to follow me like a cloud these days, this verse has become a reminder to keep my eyes focused in the proper place. Not looking behind to see where I should have fought harder with the doctors and less with Sadie... not looking ahead at all of the unknowns and "what ifs".
"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

Sunday, July 26, 2009

You say tomayto I say tomahto...

Sadie and I were up making cookies tonight and she had the job of whisking the eggs in the bowl. She took a couple eggs out of the carton and began to sing: "....Butt--eggs.... Butt--eggs..."
I looked over and she was making the eggs dance to their most humiliating lyric.
"Sadie, put the eggs back in the carton."
"But mom, these eggs come out of the chickens' butt right? That's why they are butt eggs." I looked over at her and tried to be scientific. "Actually, it kind of comes out of the cloaca..." She stopped swirling the eggs and stared at me for a few seconds before announcing: "And that is a butt."

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Family Update




Wes' feet after his morning splash in the baby pool.


Summer seems to have finally arrived just in time for the tail end of July. It is finally *hot* and *dry* and we are landscaping. Not maybe the best time for it but still exciting even as i watch the new gangly perennials wilt and break. I know that next year they'll come back full force and beautiful. Wesley is enjoying the baby pool, spending his mornings and afternoons splashing with Sadie. Robin dotes on the two little ones, painting Sadie's face with my make-up and doing her hair for her and when we go to ball she makes sure to pack a little purse of treats for the little ones too. I'm always surprised by each child's unique personality bends, and her motherly instinct is such an encouragement to me to continue to work on tenderness. And then there is Carrie. She is my encouragement to not forget that they are all just still kids. :)
Carrie, my practical beautiful farm girl turned 10 this past weekend. She was thrilled to receive Carhardt work overalls, 2 pairs of rubber boots, work gloves, a one man tent, and an ice cream sheet cake adorned with 2 huge stags proclaiming Happy 10th Carrie. Last night when i went to kiss her goodnight, i went in her room to find her crammed in her tent with her bearskin rug under her and her coyote skin for a pillow. As i went out, i walked right into her Sioux war bonnet that was hanging on her un-used bed frame. She adds so much fun to our home. Sadie is doing well on her hormone although I'm getting a clearer picture of how it will actually "work". There will still be days where it will wear off early or she'll be sick and it won't work. For the most part it has been good though and I'm so thankful that. Darren is having a great "low-key" summer, no more seizures and lots of basketball, swimming, fishing and horseback riding. Ellie signs up with whoever is having the most fun. Jumping in dad's truck to go pick up fence posts, staying up late with Darren to watch MacGyver, Playing ball with Carrie, planning a party complete with invitations, music, lights, balloons and gift bags with Robin in Robin's room, inviting herself over for a swim to auntie Shauna's house. :) She knows how to get things going.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

The mystery of the missing eggs

It may be old news, but i had to add this story to my blog as i wanted to remember it for the kids' sake. I had great laying hens. They laid white, brown and green eggs. I never knew what i was going to get and i loved the beauty of the little pile of varying eggs that the kids would bring me each morning or evening. I would wash them, put them in a carton and they would usually be used before the case was filled. This is all in the past tense. There is perhaps a little bit of history that needs to be filled in. The last group of laying hens we got were "rescued" from an industrial egg farm and they looked like they'd lived 100 years in the 1 year they had survived their cramped quarters at the farm they came from. We let them roam free in the summer and they laid where they wanted. The kids would go out every day to find the favourite spots and bring in the eggs. We had roosters too and the kids always hoped that one of the "rescued" hens would miraculously decide to go against all they had lived up to that point and actually lay on her prize and become a "cluck" (mother hen). None of them ever did. We hatched out two more batches of laying hens in the living room incubator and bought some fancier varieties to mix up the hen yard, so ended up with more roosters than we wanted. Curt took all the roosters over to his dad's place. (I'm sure he appreciated that cacophony!) Eventually we took a big bunch of them to the auction and sold them to the thrill of the kids. Well, this spring i was enjoying my little handful of daily eggs. It was perfect. Not the HUGE bucket loads we used to get that i had to clean, but about 5 a day, all different. Suddenly though, the eggs quit coming in. The answer was always, "There aren't any out there." or "No eggs today!" I wondered what was going on and finally was informed that my husband and children had conspired against me, had taken the lot of my hens over to Grandpas place where they had access to roosters and were determined to get one of the laying hens to hatch out her own batch of chicks. Not long after that confession, there was excitement. Something had hatched over at Grandpas. Fresh chicks. No incubators with artificial heat and humidity set to the absolute perfect mix, rocking the eggs day and night in my living room, just mama hen, papa rooster and the perfect design of God. Life contained within that shell, sustained by the life of their mother sitting patiently and waiting. New life is so shockingly complex and yet so simply beautiful.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Who's yo mama?

Our Manx cats "Meister" and "Bulls Eye" were pregnant at the same time this spring. On Saturday morning, Robin went out to check Meister and her babies only to find that Bulls Eye had begun to deliver her new baby kits right on top of her sisters' litter! I guess Bulls Eye liked the look of Meister's little nest. Meister was beside herself with motherly care, licking off her sister, her sisters' new babies and purring to beat the band. We separated the batches when Meister looked like she was about to claim all of the kittens for herself. We made a cozy little nest for Bulls Eye in a box close by but when we came out later, Meister's kittens were alone and the two mama's were enjoying the fresh babies together in the new box. Still later the kids went out to find that Meister had switched spots with Bulls Eye and taken over the new brood as her own! We had to pen up the new mama and kits so that they would get their mama's first milk. I am not naturally an animal person but the whole display intrigued me. Funny how animals react to new babies. There is excitement even in the animal kingdom. :)

One of the new little kittens. Three like their mother in color and three white ones--all with tails this time.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Sadie: a water fight of one.


This is a picture of Sadie after a water fight but it closely resembles what she looks like most of the time around here these days. She has been sick with a hacking cough and stuffed nose which translates into ineffective hormone. The hormone is administered by me blowing it up her nose through a tube and it's just not gettin' through. I tried Dimetapp to clear her up before administration but it's still not great. Looking forward to this cold passing so that she can have relief from her "wet and thirsties" The fridge water dispenser is slopping water all over the front of the fridge and floor all day, I picked up 7 cups Sadie had strewn all over in her effort to get what she needs. She sleeps on the floor of our room because she is thirsty all night and needs her pull ups changed 4-5 times a night. (not as many as it was...but still) I was hoping she wouldn't catch Wesley's terrible cold. He's been battling the Dreaded Snots for almost a week but is finally coming out of it. (thank goodness!) Just a simple cold makes life so complicated for her. On a happier note, she is learning to read. :) She decided that she would like to read like the rest of everybody around here so i started her on the 100 easy lessons and we will see how far she goes. Lesson 6 so far so good and she's loving it. Such a happy little one.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

John the Baptist and (needless) Wilderness Survival

The other day i popped my head out the garage door to call the kids in for chores. I was stopped short just as i started yelling the list of names when i saw Darren and Carrie standing just outside the door with huge grins on their faces.
"What are you smiling about Darren?"
"Nothing... Is it true that you can eat grasshoppers?"
"Unfortunately yes... now you'd bet.... " I looked down at Darren's hand. He was holding something.
"Darren, did you eat a grasshopper?" (He's 11!)
"Not yet....." (smiling) I stopped and looked at Carrie (almost 10). She was giggling and chewing something.
"Carrie!... Are you eating a grasshopper!??" She grinned at me and kept rolling something in her mouth! Darren laughed and popped the little something that was in his hand into his mouth!
*I screamed*
Darren chews and says
"What?! You just have to take off their wings, legs and head and they aren't that bad... i saw it on a nature show." He grimaced. I kept hooting disgust and Carrie opened her mouth to reveal a Wurthers butterscotch candy! She hadn't eaten a grasshopper after all! Darren didn't seem to care.
"They would be better with wild honey like John the Baptist ate them...now that would be really good!" I hooted again and forgot about chores and went inside. 5 minutes later Ellie comes in the house (she is the resident tattler) "Darren's eating grasshopper butts." "Thanks for the heads-up Ellie."